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Hey, everyone!
No I haven't died lol I've just been real busy. Lots have happened so far this year.
I went through a rough spot in late March-early May. I needed help with my anxiety and so, long story short, I had to go to intensive therapy for awhile. I am better and my anxiety has gotten better and it's helped open up new doors in my life. Like finally getting a job and starting on drawing again. Both of those would cause me major anxiety because of my fear of failure. Those thoughts of "Oh, what if you screw up?" Or "Oh, that doesn't look right...you suck!" And whatnot would run through my mind until I lost the nerve to even try. The therapy has helped me by being able to overcome those thoughts and move on.
Yes, I got a job! I start on Thursday at a tea shop called Teavana. They've got really good tea there, if I do say so myself since I'm more of a coffee person hahaha the staff there are great and I look forward to starting
Yes, you heard me right, I'm going into drawing again. It was more of a side thing and I didn't see into it as much as I did writing. Things have changed now and I wish to start it up again. I'd like to be able to draw my own original characters and maybe my own world's and creatures, etc. I won't be posting much of my stuff yet until I deem it worthy enough to post--that and I'll be busy with the job too.
I still won't be writing fan fics though. What I have posted here is it. There might be times when I lost an original piece of work but chances of that are slim. So sorry to say that, but I just don't have the writing drive like I once did.
I can't think of much else at the moment other than anxiety is no easy thing to overcome. BUT just know that there are ways out there to help you deal with it and things will get better If there's something you want to do, do it! Don't let your mind hold you back! Push forward and all things are possible
No I haven't died lol I've just been real busy. Lots have happened so far this year.
I went through a rough spot in late March-early May. I needed help with my anxiety and so, long story short, I had to go to intensive therapy for awhile. I am better and my anxiety has gotten better and it's helped open up new doors in my life. Like finally getting a job and starting on drawing again. Both of those would cause me major anxiety because of my fear of failure. Those thoughts of "Oh, what if you screw up?" Or "Oh, that doesn't look right...you suck!" And whatnot would run through my mind until I lost the nerve to even try. The therapy has helped me by being able to overcome those thoughts and move on.
Yes, I got a job! I start on Thursday at a tea shop called Teavana. They've got really good tea there, if I do say so myself since I'm more of a coffee person hahaha the staff there are great and I look forward to starting
Yes, you heard me right, I'm going into drawing again. It was more of a side thing and I didn't see into it as much as I did writing. Things have changed now and I wish to start it up again. I'd like to be able to draw my own original characters and maybe my own world's and creatures, etc. I won't be posting much of my stuff yet until I deem it worthy enough to post--that and I'll be busy with the job too.
I still won't be writing fan fics though. What I have posted here is it. There might be times when I lost an original piece of work but chances of that are slim. So sorry to say that, but I just don't have the writing drive like I once did.
I can't think of much else at the moment other than anxiety is no easy thing to overcome. BUT just know that there are ways out there to help you deal with it and things will get better If there's something you want to do, do it! Don't let your mind hold you back! Push forward and all things are possible
Long time no see!
I know it's been AGES since last time I posted ANYTHING, but just thought I'd let you all know that I'm alive and well! I've moved to California and currently work at a hobby/art supply store. I enjoy it since I'm surrounded by such amazing and supportive people. This job is my second favorite place to work at--the first was Teavana before it closed down a few years back. I also got my driver's license after putting it off for a long time. I also got my computer back recently. Before I moved, it broke and I couldn't get it fixed since it cost too much...and I didn't have the money to ship it when I did move, so I had a relative hold onto it f
News update
Yes, I know I've been inactive for way over a year now and it'll stay like that. Deviantart is not a focus for me anymore like it once was. Same with art--except photography. I've kinda...phased out of it, so to speak. A lot has been going on in my end.
To start it off, I work two jobs now. Not just Teavana, but a bookstore as well--which I'm loving!! A girl that started at the same time as me has a minor in Japanese, so she and this other gal at my work are going to be taking lessons from her!!! I'm so excited about that!! I can already read some of the Hiragana--working my way through it--and a few Kanji. Katakana I haven't gotten to yet.
No More Writing
I'm sorry to say this, but I won't be writing anymore due to real life. I'm looking to get a job and move out of state, so my focus has been on that. I hope to move out within this year--possibly the next few months--and start anew. There are dreams and goals that I wish to pursue that won't require me writing fanfics. So, I'm afraid to say that there'll be no more fanfics from me.
I thank you all for the favorites and comments though! I do appreciate them! I can't thank you all enough!
Writing mode is now activated!
Alrighty folks, whelp, my writing mode as finally arrived! I can't gurantee any new works yet, but what I am going to do is revise a lot of my works. Mostly Phantom of the Shinra Mansion and You Will Be Mine and 101 drabbles of Vincent Valentine. So look forward to rewritten works and some new ones as well ^_^
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Hey!!!
It's okay, I understand I have anxiety too so you're not alone